得了癌症,无数感恩（With cancer, countless thanks）

得了癌症,无数感恩（With cancer, countless thanks） 得了癌症,无数感恩(With cancer, countless thanks) < cancer, countless gratitude > 1. origin I had cancer at the end of last year (2006), and that was by no means a pleasant thing. A person's joy must be from the bottom of his heart. If a person smiles and laughs, he or she may be sensitive. We see a lot of unhappy shapes in the hospice ward. On that day, I went to a hospital to speak, in a ladder classroom, there are about more than 250 cancer patients, I looked at the past, everyone is "Australia gambling bet" face, are covered with a face. It made me very sad and wondered why we all had cancer and had a face like this Unhappy is the day, happy is the day, why the "Australia" bet? So since the end of last year, when I learned of my cancer, I began to give myself one hundred reasons for being grateful and happy to be grateful. 2. be thankful: So what am I thankful for? Let me give you some examples. Are some small things, the last time I was in a hospital immediately after the speech, a man came to me and said: "what you have just told me never grateful, I am very surprised, I should have gratitude for this little thing. "That's why I realize that these ideas have some implications for them. First of all, I was grateful to be able to sleep until dawn. I am a very sleepy, and I know people who know, I have five alarm clock, respectively the five different corner in the room; take off rings, rings can also continue to sleep. But since I was sick, because there are wounds, there is no way to sleep side, often feel backache, sleep well. After chemotherapy is after hormonal chemotherapy become aggravated; treatment made me serious dizziness, dizzy. The dizzy feeling terrible, there is no way to move the head, just a little straight up or down down, the head will start spinning, and then began to spit up a halo. When I turned around after sleeping, I started to faint, so I couldn't sleep at all. From the middle of October until the next April, probably no day is good enough to sleep until dawn. When I sleep one night and wake up on the morning of the second day, I feel really blessed. From then on, I feel grateful every day for the time I can sleep until the big morning, and feel I can be so happy. So if you can sleep until dawn, you really need to be thankful. Again, I thank you for being able to take a hot bath and a hot water head. I was sensitive and talked to the doctor for a long time and chose a chemotherapy drug with the least side effects. Eight percent and ninety of the people who used the drug had nausea, vomiting and other side effects, but only one percent were allergic to it. Which know that I have allergies! But the most terrible side effects of hand foot syndrome, feels like a needle in the hands of thousands of thorns; injection of this drug, and must be placed in the ice and ice factory provide gloves set foot in. There was nothing special about the injection at the moment, but three days after the injection, The hands and feet began to like a needle in the chaos of thorns, hardly wished to live. At that time, my hands and feet could not touch the hot water in the ice cover all day long. As soon as I touched the hot water, my skin would become more needle like, so I could neither wash my hair nor take a bath. It was November, has no way to use water to wash bath, I can barely use cold water to wash my teeth, but no way with water wash bath my white blood cells; relatively low, and did not dare to go out to the barber shop washed, because of infection. Not until two and March did I begin to wash and bathe in hot water. So when the first Cilian pengtou hot water put out, caught in my head, pour to my feet, that from the heart of gratitude and praise, is really too happy. I think it is not a bad thing for a man to bear hardships, for I have never been grateful for such a thing before, nor do I know how to be grateful. Take a bath every day seems to take for granted, would not have thought to wash your hair with hot water, bathing is actually such a luxury thing. I am a lot of people, just finished at the time of chemotherapy, every day a lot on the pillow a lot, on the ground, the whole house picking hair, go off the hair to go, not because of a hair, hair, hair is a lot of hair, fear head scared. Later, long hair finally firmly, side by side comb hair appreciation, especially of men without hair comb hair with no way. I also thank you for your ability to use it. Because after surgery, the affected side is stiff, frozen shoulder, lymphedema, and distending pain, where the hands are wrong, Sore and swollen hands all day, do not know where to put, on which side is right, and not to take things, sometimes they will not be forgotten, will reach out to mention this weight, mentioning that night miserable, night pain. So when I find out that my hand can finally work, and that I can take things, then I feel happy and happy. 3., judgment, choice and cautious speculation Next, it is truly the greatest thanks to the ability to judge and to choose, and to thank God for it. After learning of cancer, I was faced with a series of judgments and choices, so I am now very sympathetic to other patients. Know the patient from the disease, along the way, every step must be selected. What should I choose? First, choose which hospital to go to. There are so many hospitals in Taiwan, and the health insurance is very good. You can go where you can, but the problem is that the patients who are lack of medical resources don't know which hospital to go to. For me, I have plenty of medical resources. Oncologists in Taiwan all over the country, I know almost all of them, but I don't know where to go for medical treatment. Why? This is really a very annoying problem. Of course, I first thought of my own service to a large hospital. This is my home, but I opened a knife here three years ago. After the hospital stay, from seven a.m. to eleven p. m., everyone pushes in and visits, students, teachers, colleagues, and lots of people. I can't even get five minutes to breathe. My sister was looking after me, and my sister later said to me, "I'm going back to Hongkong.", It's killing me, because every time a visitor comes, she has to stand up and treat her. It's really tiring. Half a year after I finished the knife, I was almost as slow as a dead man. Because my experience was so horrible that I didn't dare to make it again. Because this is cancer, cancer requires long-term resistance, unlike general surgery, is not benign. The last operation was a benign tumor. After the knife is finished, it will be all right. But cancer is a long war, to do chemotherapy, there are other follow-up treatment, so we must maintain physical strength. But where should we go if we are not treated? Then began to feel very anxious. Because although each hospital has very close friend, among them still include the friend of a few Dean class, still very difficult choice. Second, choose the hospital, there are many doctors in the hospital, which doctor should I choose? And what kind of treatment should I do after the knife is cut? My six best oncologist, who prescribed all the chemotherapy drugs for me, are not exactly the same. Who exactly am I going to listen to? After treatment for a period of time, where should we go to recuperate? Because the diet, life, exercise and so on are very important, what should I do? And the biggest difficulty is the last one, whether or not to accept hundreds of different alternative therapies, complementary therapies, and natural therapies that are introduced by relatives and friends. Only a good introduction of the wonderful, but also exclude those who want to sell me, to do business of those direct marketing. It feels like a man down in the wilderness, "wow in those vultures circling in the sky! "A fly past snatch. I think these alternative therapies, complementary therapies, natural therapies, and direct selling health food can really be a big concern. The vultures who want to make money, of course, I refuse, but free to send me, and even without my permission to send to my home or sent, is even more troubled. If these things are all my zhaodanquanshou words, I probably less than two weeks will expire, because I put my stomach into the trash. I now know that people have cancer, there will be so many kinds of tricks, a lot of things I can not even remember the name. During the duration of the treatment, it was conceivable that I had to choose a diet, so there was a big ticket for me to teach. First of all, the hospital nutritionist, he said that your white blood cells are too low, hemoglobin is too low, to supplement high protein, so eat beef, chicken soup. There are many people say that you want to start eating vegetarian, but also to organic, pesticides are carcinogenic substances, but not only organic, but also vitality, can not cook, vegetables must be raw, can not eat cooked. Everyone can tell you a lot of eyewitness stories, and there are books to read. What could I do? And then, do I have to retire or do something easier? My job was really stressful. Should I retire or do I have to go on? Do I have to make time to finish my dream or do I have a rest first? I have a wish is to make the hospice written out, a total of four, to this point, Who knows how long God will keep me alive? If I have only a year or so, of course, you have to get the book finished, but if my life is not absolute, then it is better to keep a good disease again, because The coming days would be long. But who knows what tomorrow is short or The coming days would be long.? No one knows it. How do you choose that? Choice, choice, choice. Choose at every step. Then I realized, as a patient really hard, because when a person is sick, there will be a lot of people next began to give him advice, but only three with Li Si's opinion on the contrary, Li Sigen Wang Wu is opposite, then how to do? In the course of a series of choices, there are some basic consensus that must be recognized. Once diagnosed with cancer, first of all, there is awareness, it is a long-term, chronic resistance, and basically it is a terminal illness, especially my lymph has been transferred, it is impossible to be completely good. Not good, but also struggled, coexist with cancer, how to do? This is a difficult choice for both poor and rich medical resources. These choices are summed up in the previous: which hospital should I go to for medical treatment? What should be taken into consideration? First look into the hospital's reputation and the doctor's word of mouth. I chose a doctor in one of the hospitals, and then I went to ask the paramedics in that hospital. I was terrified at the question. Because the doctor will open three knives at the same time, so to inquire about it, it is better to ask the nurse, because the patient has been drugged, he lie on the bed, how do you know? The family is out of the operating room again, No one knows he drives three at the same time. So I moved to a very famous hospital. But a patient told me that he had a knife and had a very successful operation and started chemotherapy in the outpatient department. But the nurse in order to rush to work, the chemotherapy speed up, and after the end of the needle, the patient began to vomit, vomiting all the way home, poor! So we have to choose the nursing staff, because if I'm there axe, is sure to continue chemotherapy over there, but the nurse in order to catch her own work, to accelerate the speed of your chemotherapy, so the hospital I was again ruled out. Again, cancer, the disease must choose a good team of hospitals. Surgery is a tumor surgery, the knife should be handed over to the medical oncology for follow-up treatment, not by the surgeon's own chemotherapy. Isolation of knowledge such as foster, chemotherapy in the rapid progress, a surgeon change rapidly, all day in the operating room, no time to study new knowledge of chemotherapy? So the hospital should have a treatment team, tumor surgery after the surgery to the Department of medical oncology, radiation therapy if you do note the Department of Radiation Oncology; then three months, half a year follow-up, and belongs to the Department of Radiology, ultrasound, CTscan and PET to do inspection etc.. But also a good pathologist, such as breast cancer to do a Her-2/new pathology laboratory, our general hospital doing are not accurate, should be sent to the Chinese Academy of health to do FISH, then you have to look at the hospital with Chinese Academy of health there is no contact, can be sent to the hospital to do FISH wei. These are the ones I'm going to choose. Do these hospitals have a good team?, After the surgery after tumor surgery if grasping in their own hands to do chemotherapy is not too good, because every department such as the hills. The proximity of the hospital is also a must, and the hospital should be closer to your home, because the follow up treatment will be very troublesome if you have to travel far away. These should be considered carefully. 4. listen to your body The choice of treatment, modern medical ethics, physicians are no longer patriarchal. Patriarchy is like the past doctors and patients as father, children should be obedient, doctor order (orders), you go byorder (executive order), I told you the medicine you eat, you cut you open. The patient said, "doctor, can I stop chemo?" The doctor said, "then you don't come."! Such physicians, like ancient patriarchy, can no longer be fathers. Modern patients have autonomy, but the patient's autonomy must be based on knowledge and cautious reasoning. If the patient's knowledge is insufficient, how can he exercise his autonomy? He must be responsible for his own choices, but he must have knowledge as his background. I deeply understand that the health education and health education that our medical staff do to the patients is so little that it makes the patient ask for help. Even my background, what the nurse taught me is always the same: chemotherapy, nausea, vomiting, hair loss. I hastened to call a friend of the United States, the end of 2006 published by express sent a breast cancer professional book, I carefully read, I found it know even every day in the nursing wards do not know. The resident gave me an operating consent one day before the operation, and he asked me, "how much do you know about your illness?" When I told him, he said, "I don't need to teach you any more. Please sign your name.". I thought, how long would it take you to teach me if I didn't know? It took me three whole days to read the whole major book before I knew the ins and outs. Therefore, if the patient wants to have autonomy, he must have knowledge and cautious thinking. But who would give him such knowledge? I'm lucky, I can read professional books, and I have so many resources. But what about the rest of the patients? Who's going to tell them? God has made me sick. He must have his purpose. I don't think I'll speak for the patient no matter how long it takes. It is hoped that the medical staff can tell the patient some knowledge that he is ill and that if he is responsible for his own choice, he must have knowledge as a background. Patients also listen to the voice of their bodies. The doctor opens the medicine, but the medicine enters the patient's body, the patient will have the different reaction after taking medicine, because each person's physique is not the same. Moreover, the individual's constitution will change. The same person used a very good medicine last month, and this month will be a problem. I use hormone therapy change medicine three times, the first two weeks before eating anything, third weeks to go dizzy, so we changed the second kinds of medicine. The bones of the whole body are painful, the doctor suspected the bones have been transferred, but the examination did not transfer, only to think that the drug has five percent side effects will be painful bones, and then change dressings, change to the third to adapt. So the place where the patient is responsible for himself is to listen to the voice of his own body and discuss it with the physician. Now the problem with Taiwan is that the doctor's outpatient service is very short, two minutes and three minutes. How much time can you discuss with him? So many times I have to read, read the book to the doctor asked, said: "no, I can't to ask you today, I have a pain in my bones, this medicine may be a problem, I heard the sound of my own body. If you don't ask, the doctor won't take the initiative to talk to you, because he doesn't have the time, and a long list of patients is waiting, so the patient asks for it and is responsible for his own body. 5., refuse no medical remedies As mentioned above, the most difficult is the identification and choice of complementary therapies, alternative therapies, and natural therapies. There is a real example. Ms. Wang, 32, graduated from university and has a lovely son of three. She found that breast cancer is second, doctors told her ten year survival rate is very high, she is full of hope, to do the surgery, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, all are completed to continue to do long-term hormone therapy, because her pathology report is ERpositive, PRpositive. ER is Estrogenreceptor, and the estrogen receptor is positive. PR is Progesteronereceptor, that is, the corpus luteum receptor is also positive, indicating that these hormones in the body can feed cancer cells to develop. Because she is very young, only 32 years old, the body of female hormones and progesterone is very high, so the hormone treatment is very important. Unfortunately, the doctor did not explain in detail, did not tell her to take medicine. The patient is not their own knowledge, not live happily. She had three previous pain treatment to fourth hormone therapy, decided to listen to some non professional but warm-hearted friends advised her to take a diet every day organic lettuce Vegetable & Fruit, at the same time give hormone therapy. Because she believes that eating these organic lettuce every day, vegetables and diseases will be good, eating hormone drugs will have side effects. She secretly stopped the medicine, but did not tell the doctor, afraid of the doctor angry, but every month still regularly to take medicine, Fan Zhengjian guarantee not money! Cancer is a major injury, free of charge. She took all the pills and threw them into the bin without knowing that these hormone drugs were really life-saving drugs. After more than a year, I had a cough and had a complete physical examination and found that the cancer cells had been transferred to the bone, lung, liver and lymph. When Wang died, her son was only four years old. She was only a year and a half from discovery to death, only second years, a year and a half. Who are you going to blame? She tried to cure herself every day by living on a diet. But I went to see a doctor of traditional Chinese medicine. He told me that the philosophy of Chinese medicine was different from that of Western medicine. Western medicine is based on ready-made clothes, suits, and if there are several sets of chemotherapy for breast cancer, which is the breast cancer chemotherapy?. But the Chinese custom, people and time, because the environment need to change the prescription. With my physique, Chinese medicine told me that I should not eat lettuce juice, because my physique is cold, and if I play lettuce juice every day, it may soon deteriorate. This woman did not see the Chinese medicine, do not know how their physique, and if her physique is just cold, that is to send her into the kingdom as soon as possible, this is the tragedy caused by ignorance. Everyone's physique is different. Not everything is suitable for someone else. Many anecdotal books, there is no argument for every kind of legend to a way of keeping good health, medicine, if the consequences as the truth, only alone! 6. correct medical knowledge Where is Ms. Wang wrong? Wrong to listen to enthusiastic but ignorant friends. I was sick, I found a lot of enthusiastic friends, very caring, and help you play the lettuce juice, make a cup of a cup of various legends of nutrition, handed you, you eat or not to eat it? He is zealous, but ignorant, without intelligence. You won't judge by yourself, so you can't blame anyone. Ms. Wang was in not discussed with the physician's own withdrawal. I'll take any medicine and discuss it with my doctor. I'll never take it myself. In fact, like this lively diet, in fact, western medicine is not clear about its principles. Because that is the theory of traditional Chinese medicine, we should ask orthodox Chinese medicine. So I must discuss western medicine with western medicine. I must discuss Chinese medicine with very reliable Chinese medicine. Absolutely do not eat unknown things, otherwise the consequences of their own to be responsible. So Miss Wang was wrong not to discuss with Chinese medicine, but to listen to enthusiastic but ignorant friends. She was wrong, though she was highly educated, but she didn't work hard and didn't look for information. Even if you do not study medicine, you can also find medical professional data, as long as there is a dictionary, you should read it. Don't go to see the experts to write the book to see non orthodox, but written by experts to gather official unofficial, distributors of advertising etc.. Ms. Wang is wrong in these places, they killed! So if the patient does not take the initiative to catch the doctor to ask him questions, the doctor has more than 100 outpatient patients, one by one, and he does not know what you need to answer. So the patient to their knowledge, live happily, will not lead to tragedy. We can learn from Ms. Wang's case. In the medical environment of Taiwan, it is a luxury to rely on the initiative of the medical staff to inform the patient about the correct medical knowledge. But even if health care workers are enthusiastic about teaching people, they will not listen. I was very forthcoming, see people doing some wrong, that would be the same as the nag as an old woman, but some people do not appreciate, he is willing to listen to those ignorant but enthusiastic friends, is not willing to accept a professional advice. So you can't blame the medical staff for not telling the patient because he can't possibly accept it. But the medical staff should tell the patient the right of medical knowledge, the patient should take responsibility